I wanted to tell you what I think are the worst things you can do to someone. My mama uses the word “empathy” all the time. It means to understand how the other person feels and to help them out with their emotions, if you can, and if they say yes.
But I’m not telling you the list below to make you feel empathy for me. I am telling them because I just thought I’d share about the worst things that people do to me because my brain made me think of them just now.
People lying to me for fun.
One time, my uncle brought us to a big outdoor restaurant and I did not want to try anything because everything there looked so red and spicy (I HATE spicy food!) so when he asked me what I wanted, I asked for chicken and rice even though I have to eat chicken and rice every day and I am so bored of them already!
I darted my eyes to the cut chilies the waiter put on a plate right in front of my plate making sure they do not suddenly grow legs and walk into my plate. I gave them the evil eye too, but I do not think it made an affect on them because chillies are evil spawn!
Then suddenly, my uncle came up to me and offered me a piece of his duck. He said that it was “not spicy at all!”
I really like duck…. We always go to the place where they sell duck rice for my sister’s birthday. I don’t know why we go there only on her birthdays, it just happens that way.
Anyway, so I did not know what to do but put on my serious thinking face.
In my head, I didn’t know if he should trust my uncle because he is always PLAYING PRANKS on me!
I think he got hurt by my thinking face, and I didn’t want to hurt his feelings or anything, he did take us out for lunch and is paying for it, so I took the piece of duck, threw it into my mouth and…
I died….
2. When I Have Absolutely No Idea What To Do and No One is Available to Help Me Figure Out the Things in My Head
Sometimes I just do a variety of things in one time, and sometimes I just collapse on the mattress and just stare at the wall and do nothing but think what to do in life.
I just keep thinking and thinking but no idea comes out until I get so angry with myself for no reason. My mama is sometimes busy with my sister, or she has to cook or all the other mama stuff she needs to do, and I can’t talk to anyone else in this house because my sister doesn’t talk yet, so everything just builds up in my head like a ball. When I release this big ball of fury, I feel as if I am a volcano, I am TeKa from Moana, I am FIRE!
People who usually do bad things to me and then suddenly are nice!
There is this a boy who is in my class and he is always stealing my stuff and when I see him doing it and tell him off, he pretends with the teacher that he was just getting his stuff when they’re really my stuff that he is taking from my table and my pencilcase! I know they are my stuff because I get gifts from Aunty Katja in Germany and Aunty Amelie or Aunty Aurore from France or Aunty Diana from the UK. You can’t get the same stuff here, so I know they’re MINE!
And then yesterday, the boy suddenly comes up to me to gift me a big crayon set. The crayon set had a big variety of colours, and it was so cool! But I do not understand why he even gave it to me! He told me to keep it in my bag, so it’s still there, in my bag. I don’t really like using crayons because they make my fingers sticky, but he gave it to me, what was I supposed to do??
Here are my theories: The teacher asked him to be nice to me or it is just a prank because HIM being NICE to me is impossible! Like no way, not possible! He didn’t even give me a reason!
[Sorry, I know I said THREE Things I hate, but i just thought of another one!]
I also don’t like it when people laugh at me for no reason!
Another time, I was in the bath, and I asked my mama this question:
Me: Mama, do you usually feel so comfortable whenever your butt is warm?
My mama: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Me: Why are you laughing? What is so funny about my question?
My mama: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
She kept laughing the whole day.
I still don’t get it.